Dare I say the word?

{ How did i fall in love with you ? ,,
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I have never believed in love in the typical sense of the word. I never heard bluebirds singing, felt that butterfly sensation in my tummy. Perhaps I am just to practical, to much of a realist for that type of thing... but what if it is real... and I have been wrong this entire time. What if people are out there truly craving to spend time with other people. Willing to give them every part of themselves... I know that feeling. I know what it is... I have loved, but I have never truly been loved back. That is the sad reality.

I always have believed that if two people are committed and willing, they could make their marriage work. I have never believed in "soul mates". What if I have been wrong this whole time. What if there is a predestined person out there... just like Heavenly Father predestined me for this life, this family, this moment.

I don't believe in mistakes, only growth. I could not possibly be who I am today without the struggles I have endured. I do think that I have been missing a very large part of a very important picture.

What will the picture look like, once the missing parts are complete?